I go from feeling so free to so heavy in an instant. I want to finish school. Expand my mind. I want to drop everything and explore. Learn. Discover. I want to stop being so cynical and critical. Destroy my ego. My negativity. Stop. Start being better. A better person. Be nice. Let go. Be open.
My hatred for clothing has increased exponentially.
I have way too many material possessions. It’ll be so nice to sell most of it in the summer. I don’t need this much shit.
I appreciate how the more that I study people and society, i’m beginning to come to a better understanding about myself. This isn’t some self-analyzing, overly-critical revelation but the observation that i’m more at peace with myself. It’s nice.